too early for a christmas special??

There's no such thing as too early, the sooner the better, right? lol
Okay so now I'm gonna share about our (my family) xmas tradition, well not tradition actually, it's just things, correction: weird things we have/do on xmas (Oh and I'm not gonna talk about the religious thingy) by the way, my family consists of four: me, my dad, my mom, and my big brother, but only three of us celebrate xmas, you see, my dad's a muslim.
so, here goes..

Weirdness #1:
Our tannenbaum size changes form time to time. First xmas tree we have (after I was born) was this stiff, ugly, very plasticy, huge tree. And it's ugly. Have I mentioned that it's ugly? Tree was hard to set up, too many plastic leaves, it's very inconvenient so we deciced to buy new tree, smaller one, better-looking one. Then a year after that we still think this new tree is too huge, we bought another smaller one, and so on until it finally reached a 2-feet-tall tree, it's so small that we put it on top of the cupboard, got no xmas light on it and all, it was not decent. So we decided to buy new tree, bigger one, one with built in light, tree was great, easy to set up, but it didn't last long because the friggin' lights were broken the next year. Bought another tree, not too huge, not too small, just perfect. We still have it until now.

Weirdness #2:
Still about xmas tree. There was this one time when our tree didn't have a star or anything on top of it. Mom said "nowhere to be found, no big deal anyway" and I said "xmas tree without a star? It's no xmas tree." so my mom searched all over the place, and she found a star. A very old star I presume, with weird silvery fringe on the side, boy was it tacky or what, but at least we have a star.

Weirdness #3:
Yet still about xmas tree. We don't decorate the tree together with the whole family, most of the time it was just my mom, and most of the time our tree is, just like the old star, tacky.

Weirdness #4:
There's no exchanging gifts tradition in our family. We (I and my brother) get gifts for xmas, but it was long time ago, maybe when we were in early primary school. I remember I pray for a barbie doll once, and the next day I got this mini kitchen set thing, my santa fail, lmao, kidding, I love the gift, really.

Weirdness #5:
Other than xmas tree, we have no xmas decoration at all in or outside the house, no weird round thing that people usually hang on the door (what's that called anyway?) no santas doll, snowman or whatever, nada.

Weirdness #6:
Mom always serves sate ayam as (one of the) xmas dish. Almost every single goddamn year, that what makes it weird.

Weirdness #7:
Even though our tree is tacky, even though there's no gift, even though I'm sick of sate ayam on xmas, and sometimes my dad's not even around (he works abroad), I still love our xmas, those weirdness are ones that I sure am gonna miss when I finally grow up and live apart from my family, awww I love you :')

Saturday, December 05, 2009

I do this a lot

Can't find me on facebook?
Questioning yourself, was I blocked?
No, no, I don't block you.
Well, actually that depends on who you are :P
lol kidding I don't block anyone
it's just, I've deactivated my facebook account, again, for the gazillion times.
Will be back when they're gone! :D

Friday, December 04, 2009

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I hate rainy days because it's really hot during the day....!

Wednesday, December 02, 2009

rouge

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Sunday, November 29, 2009

my blog is a dumpster, so here, few garbages








don't ask me 'what's that' because I don't know,
supposedly it's a pattern, but uhhh....
it's weird, I suck at this -_____-
well, no harm trying right?

Saturday, November 28, 2009

craving for this !!!!

aaaaaaaa kenapa keliatan enak banget sih devil food cake nya???
ga adil! ruining my diet!
lol bercanda, saya mah nggak pernah diet2an, cuma sok2an aja kayak cewek2 yang tiap mau makan "ahhh tapi nanti gendutttt"
hahaha no offense
ngomong2, kata beberapa orang gue tambah gendutan, terus tadi iseng nimbang berat badan, dan ternyataaaaa, berat gue malah turun 2kg jadi 41! nah lho!

pic source: Jenzcorner
Jenzcorner itu salah satu situs favorit gue, reviewnya lumayan lengkap, fotonya juga bagus-bagus, bikin ngiler dan bikin pengen nyoba semua makanannya hehe (meskipun sempet membuat gue dan hani 'terjerumus' ke Ajihara dan tanpa sengaja hampir terjebak dengan geliat malam Melawai IX hahahaha)

another things I'm craving for: tonkotsu ramen, kwetiau goreng,
warm chocolate melted cake, my mom's chocolate pudding, indomie rebus pake telor!

Friday, November 27, 2009

you smire you ruse


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wowee

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

hi!

I have this weird obsession; I (almost) always keep every important things I found archived. Only the important one. Just in case I can't find it again. Somehow I kinda get the feeling that it's gonna be useful someday and in some cases, it does! So once I’ve found it, it will never be lost, again, ever, well unless my laptop crashes.
Boy, am I a freak or what?


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"I'm Bea. *chuckles* Yes, I eat my friends.

Mmm? Why friends? Well, because enemy tastes real bad...."

Sunday, November 22, 2009

plah!

Back, unprivate, I'm cutting out lots of posting though
Couple minutes ago Yesterday I was making a stopmotion video but then suddenly I don't feel like it anymore haha. So I'll make it later, in about a month or two I guess, just wait for it, and yes it'll suck, big time, but whatever, ha !
Anyway, do you know about this girl, Alyssa Bustamante, 15, who killed a 9 years old girl just because she 'wanted to know what it felt like'. Now that, my friend, is what I call mentally fucked.

And here's random shit


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Friday, November 20, 2009

creepy...

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Don't complain, I've been drawing weird shits since....everrr, and that's one thing that'll never change.
Drawing a complete nonsense is fairly easy, you don't even have to think (not literally), just grab your pencil or whatever, move your hand and create something! yeah, it's that easy, anyone can do it. If it sucks, don't worry, at least you're having fun.
Mine's suck, but it cures my boredom during class.
So just give it a shot,
oh and it does not have to be creepy and odd (and sometimes gore) like mine

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

blame /*/

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I am not sick, I'm just a little different,
and being different isn't always bad...

Monday, November 16, 2009

lol

baby dad switch cracks me up, no more











Sunday, November 15, 2009

tsk tsk tsk

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Saturday, November 14, 2009

malasss

Semenjak kuliah, gue ngekos di salah satu kosan di depok karena perjalanan dari rumah ke kampus itu lumayan jauh. Di kosan gue itu ada dua jenis kamar, single bed dan double bed. Gue tinggal di kamar dengan double bed, sendirian, yah panjang deh ceritanya kenapa gue bisa nyewa yang buat dua orang. Gue sendiri nggak masalah tinggal sendirian, gue kan emang suka sendirian, tapi entah kenapa orang-orang disekitar gue yang justru 'ribet'. Sejujurnya ya, gue agak-agak irritated sama orang-orang yang suka nawar-nawarin kamar gue. Nawar-nawarin disini tuh ya kayak misalnya ada temen gue yang nggak ngekos, terus orang-orang ini bakal bilang "Lah itu si Theta sendirian, lo tinggal aja berdua deh."
err? Niatnya baik sih emang, tapi kan gue bahkan nggak pernah ngomong gue nyari roommate atau apapun itu lah, jadi ngga seharusnya mereka ngomong gitu. Kalo seandainya temen gue mau nginep2 gitu gue oke-oke aja kok, gue lagi nggak di kosan kalo mereka mau nginep juga gue gpp, tinggal gue kasih kunci. Tapi kalo untuk tinggal permanen, umm, sorry, but no. Yang bikin gue nggak enak adalah kalo misalnya temen gue yang ditawar2in gitu terlihat tertarik, gue bingung mesti gimana karena gue ini orangnya sebenernya nggak enakan (kecuali ama yang nyari masalah ama gue, itu sih bodo amat)
Kenapa gue nggak mau roommate?
Karena ya nggak mau aja hehe. Kamar gue yang sekarang enak, gede. Kalo misalnya ada roomate berarti meja belajar gue cuma satu dong hahaha iya gue emang butuh dua meja, yang satu isinya perkakas2 penunjang kehidupan, satu lagi isinya penunjang kehidupan kampus. lemarinya juga, yang satu buat baju yang satu buat alat-alat lah. Terus gue juga males kalo ke kamar mandi aja mesti dulu2an, males aja di kamar sendiri pake ngantri hehe. terus di kosan gue kan ada hotspot, cuma dijatahin gitu, satu orang dapet jatah 18 jam, nah karena kamar gue itu buat dua orang, jadi jatah yang satu gue ambil juga, jadi dapet 36 jam deh, lumayan kan gue sering banget online.
Yaaa jadi intinya gue cuma pengen bilang gue ga suka kalo ada orang yang nawar2in kamar gue, (untuk sekarang) gue ga nyari rommate, jadi jangan suka 'ngajak2' orang untuk tinggal permanen di kamar gue ya.

Thursday, November 12, 2009

gore time

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the paper is provided by ady, as always, lmao. Wowee I really should buy have bought one pack of blank paper for myself. And that reminds me, I do have a sketch book, but I don't know where it is. Can't seem to find it in my room, nor in my 'kosan'. what's 'kosan' in english? ....and the flu strikes back, YARR! sneezing all day, I'm Rudolph now.
I am broke, no not exaggerating, I'm literally broke, and it's only nov 9th -_______-
oh by the way, PLN suck balls.
Got blackout 2 times in a day for like 10 hours.

another YARR! I guess


well here you go, colored, only the blood though, and it's terrible, so blah

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Monday, November 09, 2009